I'm down to my FINAL final exam, and I'm at breaking point. (yeah, I know, this is nothing compared to law school, Adrienne, so I have no right to talk. but still...)
I was going to ask a friend, "Would you still love me if I failed?" (note: "failing" in this instance isn't an F. It's failing to me... use your creativity to determine that point.)
As I was about to ask, I realized that more importantly: would I still love myself if I failed?
If, on this final, I just tanked. Just... let myself fail. Went to bed without studying any more. Didn't try to figure this out. I wouldn't hate myself, but................okay, maybe I would. I find it impossible to give up. I can't be beaten by a test. Even if I end up failing, I'll go down fighting.
So.... come what may.
And I'll tell you what: I love it.